My
dear doctor,
It is spring, it is in the air and seeping from the
earth.
We are both rejuvenating, it has been 7 years of
darkness for me – the medieval ages –
and now I enter my Renaissance. Like the collapse
of the roman empire spread too thin, so hard the
demise of my marriage. From the northern hemisphere
to the southern…..hundreds of thousands of
acres in both countries. Too rich, too much –
I was consumed by the magnificence, the grandeur,
and the primal contact with our mother earth…
I
felt as I had been plucked from the Greek golden
ages, conquered by a Roman Emperor, granted vast
kingdoms to reign over. ….. I was dizzy with
the expansion and the birth of my precious child.
…..
The
Emperor plundered the spoils, debauchery ensued.
The empire was collapsing…..my self respect
and honor being tested as never before.
I took our child and left the man I still loved.
My heart wrenched in pain, my soul confused.
In
this epoch we call it Divorce. What does our spirit,
our soul, name it? Pain, freedom, confusion….the
list is vast….the dark ages of my spirit began….
But
now it is Spring…
